| new lj |
[17 Jan 2004|11:41pm] |
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add my new jurnal redrosefuneral i will stop useing faithinbullets soon so add me ill add you...
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| billys band is my band to now |
[15 Jan 2004|09:31pm] |
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tryed out for billys band today and they like me and they want me in there band so duh i said yes lol...now i dont know what im going to do with FIB
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| last chance |
[15 Jan 2004|06:45pm] |
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if you havent commented yet and you still want to be one of my friends on my list comment if not your geting cut...
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| cutting |
[14 Jan 2004|10:19pm] |
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if anyone fucking cares im going to make a friends cut and soon it will be friends only so comment and tell me you want to still be my friend on lj
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| billy sry.... |
[13 Jan 2004|09:19pm] |
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well here at home wish i did something today but i didnt...found out that billy was looking for me but i didnt look at my lj until now but maybe next time bill only if i can get to where you guys practice...well i really want to try out for you guys but what happens happens...i talk to you tonight probally...
well on to other news...school alright on the SXE list for sticking up for stev and i miss jamie so fucking my but im going to see her friday yay i cant wait till then..
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| before i go to sleep and dream of you |
[12 Jan 2004|09:09pm] |
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i love you so much i miss you its hard somedays and its not the others this was a hard day not to see you babe...miss you so much well just wanted to say i love you so much.
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| school... |
[12 Jan 2004|12:20pm] |
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hanging in 5th right now...thinking of my baby i miss her so freking much it hurts...i hope i see her friday....yeah by the way theres a show friday doors open at 630 and 5 bucks to get...at the PAC in south daytona and if anyone is comeing to start shit dont fucking come or shit will hit the fan for you....well anywho fuch shit up
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| miss her |
[11 Jan 2004|10:39pm] |
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went to practice and busted my lip open it was the shit the to the mall to get shoe and saw billy and pat was fun came home ate food and shit the talk to jaimie missing her so much..
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| why |
[11 Jan 2004|07:30pm] |
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i deleated me update about the show sat cus i knew shit was going to happen but what the fuck why...dose shit have to happen
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[10 Jan 2004|02:11am] |
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cold and shit bored like whoa feel like crap didnt go to the show tonight but jamie did i didnt think she was going so i didnt go and she did i feel like crap but who gives a fuck about me....everyone think i bitch to much why even bother writeing in this
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| some news |
[08 Jan 2004|10:17pm] |
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some good news jamie might move to daytona...ahh that would be great people dont even know how great that wouls be...well that it...the rest of the day has been school and band we had to move to another room to practice all good...and we might play tommorow hopefully...and we are recording this weekend hopefully we can get this done and have it for the 16th show to sell...well anyways jamie i love you and hope this works out...
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in a up set mood right now...missing jamie oh so much and being bored right now...
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[06 Jan 2004|11:23pm] |
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I MISS MY BABY SO MUCH........
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| my day |
[05 Jan 2004|09:52pm] |
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well i went to sleep over at stevens last night and it was fun hung out with christi and alex jamie(boy) mike from pc and cliff...it was fun we watch movies...steven went to sleep and i stayed up then like at 430 AM....am everyone.to go to pc so i can see jamie my jamie that is...well hung out in her room wishpered in her ear how beautiful she is and ect...fell asleep by her ahh the best feeling ever i tell you ever so comfee...
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| off to a sleep over |
[04 Jan 2004|06:19pm] |
off to stevens to sleep over and then to jamies in the moring wooo cant wait...i really cant well love you jamie....
and brian if you read this im really sry about your brother if you want to talk and hang out some time you know where im am i am always her...
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| alone till 3 in the morning |
[03 Jan 2004|09:18pm] |
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so alone right now....errr im feel so torn right now like my heart has been riped out and there nothing i could do about it...i only have my music with me and thats it and thats not good enogh nothing good with out jamie i have the best time with her....i never really just hung out in a room for hours doing nothing and have so much fun doing it...only if she was here right now i will feel better but shes not so im not feeling better...well i think im going to read the card she gave and cry some more....and drink the hot coco she gave me too....and eat the kisses she gave me wooo...well that looks like my night eating crying watching movies till 3 in the morning then wake up early....i cant wait.....i need her to be here right now so i can fall asleep with her...
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| last night with my girl |
[03 Jan 2004|04:39pm] |
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well last night was great brian took me to palm coast to see my girl and it was the best...we hung out then went to dennys and i ate pancakes mmmmmmmm....then went back to jamies and listen to music and me and jamie layed on the bed...just smileing so so so so happy...hopefully i get to see her monday i wish i do i do....until then babe love ya...
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| what reminds me of her so much |
[30 Dec 2003|09:52pm] |
"Tiger Lilly"
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
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| every song... |
[30 Dec 2003|09:28pm] |
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every song reminds me of her i miss her so much...i hope she is haveing a better time then me....i dont want her to feel what im feeling right now not one bit....
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| nothing to do except shit on my fat ass and eat |
[30 Dec 2003|04:45pm] |
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bored as hell..miss jamie so much....so much i dont know when im going to see her again...i was hopeing new years eve but my mom dosent want me to go over to palm coast on new years....well hopefully me and brian can get over there sometime befor school...welll im not doing anything except geting fat...eating ice cream and cookie dough im fat errrr...i miss jamie...
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